goosebumps and inexplicable joy

i am on my way to school now.. not exactly on my way, but i was leaving the house when the radio broadcasted 933's yin yue ri ji. well i seldom listen, but today it happened to be on la. and the story was abt 2 frens and the good times they had in sec school. i was reminded of all of us. and in between the story-telling, the dj played Mo Li. i felt goosebumps and this inexplicable joy that almost brought tears to my eyes. had wanna call up someone and ask you to listen, but well all of ya are unavailable right now, so.

i came online immediately wanting to blog and say i miss all of you a lot.. across a whole spectrum of moments from when i am really sad, to stressed up, to excited for certain reasons, or just mere proud of myself when i have done smtg brilliant in school..
during those tiny pieces of moments there's a part of me that wishes you guys can see it, or experience it with me. bc i know with a shared mutual smile, or a raised eyebrow, thots would transcend words and i'd feel as though, really, you can relate to how i am feeling at that point of time, and what i think (that for being an open book).

well, its really nice (in fact more than that) to log in and find a long, somewhat pensive letter from huay. [the tone of the letter reminds me of when jo writes to her family at home when she was alone and away in new york.. (: hee..]

i dunno what's wrong with me nowadays, i just miss you guys a lot more, and feel like crying whenever i think abt the good old days, or what i used to share with each of ya individually.. but i am fine, and i will be fine..

hope everyone is well.